school, school, school, i hope there is much more to life than just school, i just can't wait till school's out, then i have 2 months to relax with two brothers that can't(sometimes) leave me alone with and a mom that doesn't let me on the internet for even 5 minutes. So i just have to just read and have a complete circumcision from socialization, so i have to come on when mom is not here or in the school room.

I'm just guessing that once i step into the house, i just fell better, and not pressured to do anything, because the internet is not like a huge gymnasium filled with several hundred million people,it's just on one little modem, that connects us to many things, if not, all things.

i just have to get these grades up and mom will supposedly let me on more often, when i am on most of the day. just depressing, once you know my weird likes, my weird life, and my weired personality. it just sucks to be me currently, i just fell like i am in an incinerator and there is no way out. just die and it will be over, hopefully.